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I had a Bad Day

I woke up feeling absolutely drained. Then our kitten got sick all over the place and me. So I called in work cause I wanted to make sure he was not sick sick, since had has been sick and he is just a wee kitten, but the boss did not think that was a reasonable excuse. So after I changed I went in all cranky and tired. Then the day was just one fricken thing after another. I set a vet apt for Charlie for the end of the day, the last appointment they had to get him checked out. To make sure he is not too sick, to make sure my other cats do not get it. But boss was not pleased I had not asked her about this. So I resechdualed it for the closest one that had to the very end of the day, which will be next monday... which is pushing it since he is a kitten and needs his shots. I had a killer migraine all day and was just out of sorts, the whole day sucked the big one, and because of the migraine these generally small things compounded until I was just plain cranky. Finally, I stay late to cover for the fact I came in early, finally get out of there to get to the pharmacy to get yet more meds, forgot my wallet for the one med I pay 3 bucks on for some reason and got crankier. Afterall that I come home cranky, tired with a whopping migraine that just won't freakin quit and my chest aches for some reason... and I think maybe I will have a heart attack and save myself the trouble of having to get up and do it all over again. But tomorrow I have that ultra sound thing from my stomach, in regards to the whole nausea thing I have going on. My boss was not pleased about that, so there goes my lunch hour, but I was going to use that anyway. I don't even feel like going to the thing, since it is out of town, so I have to drive there, do it, drive back, make sure I ready to go back to work and then drive to work all for a test that is not likely going to help any. My MRI is schedualled on july 20th.

Sometimes working with migraines blows. It is giving me Moods this time and I hate that.
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