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Sometime you just have to get out of the house...

I took my man out for neon bowling. Neon bowling is in the dark, so I rather like that. And I like bowling. What I don't like is the whack load of pain I am in the next day. Crippling pain. Hard to walk pain. FMS pain. It will last a good week, that is what I know from previous experiences. It was worth it though. To get out and do something. To spend time with my man. Sometimes you should get out and do something fun even though you know the price you will pay for it.

When I woke up today, aside from the nasty muscle pain throughout my body I was also blinded by an overpowering migraine aura. It was black, swirling, flickering throughout my vision. I kept rubbing my face thinking something was there, because my forehead tingled. I could barely see at all, so I ended up trying to go back to sleep. Later when i got out of bed the aura was still very intense, making everything distorted. But the migraine itself was not that bad, maybe moderate pain wise. Crazy how just an aura can prevent you from doing anything.
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