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I am rather enjoying this crappy weather

Even though I log for spring to finally fricken kick in, the loathsome weather has its perks.  First of all it is rather cloudy and cool, which makes my brain happy, but not too cold, which makes my brain cranky.  Srping used to be my fav time of the year, but that was before all the erratic weather played havoc with my brain and with FMS so now I would say it is early summer, when the weather becomes more stable and it is not too hot nor too cold, but just right.  So the lack of a real spring has put my head in a nice place.  I have definately had a reduced amount of migraines this month, excluding this week of hormonal migraine hell and lets face it hormonal migraines simply do not play by the rules.  This break in constant pain meant I reduced the amount of migraine treament medication quite dramatically... hell there were some days I was relatively drug free, excluding of course all the preventative medications.  Which suggests under ideal conditions with a lessoning of suffienent triggers these three migraine preventatives actually do something.  Of course one bright sunny day throws that to hell.  I need darker sunglasses and ones that are snug to the face so no sunlight goes around them because on a sunny day it is difficult to keep my eyes open because it is so painful and I have to advert my eyes to the ground but certainly it amps up the migraine or triggers one just the same.

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